I had been drinking and drugging since I was 15 years old.Wanted to stop but did not know how...I lived a life of destruction..Not caring who I hurt in my path..My only concern was the next drink or drug..Early in my drinking and drugging I relocated so many times thinking that would make me stop,but I only continued and it got worse..I became Homeless and lost my Kids to my sister, and I continued to drink and drug for many more years,I was going down hill fast..I wanted to die..I hated me, I hated my life, I felt that their was no way out..I slept in car lots to park benches and If I had good timing I would sleep in a Homeless shelter if i was able to get there at 6pm..
Life in Recovery:
My Life in Recovery is awesome now..I have my children back and I am now happily married..I found that way out and I don't ever want too go back..I go to meetings, I work the steps, I have a wonderful sponsor whom has helped me tremendously, I will always try to remain teachable and humble..I do work with others and am Grateful for the Gift of Sobriety,I want to pass on what freely given to me the Gift of Sobriety......
Sort through, pray and mediation, to improve our conscious contact with God, as we understand him, praying only for knowledge of his will for use and the power to carry that out....
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