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hi my name is gabrielle. i am new to this so i really dont know what i am doing. i am 23 years old and have alot going on right now. i really dont have anyone to talk to about everything and looking for people that might understand what i am going through. when i was little my mother was always have partys and never wanted anyone to know that she had a child. so she would lock my in my closet.i fanaly go taken out of her house and put into the cusdey of my granmother. it was hard cause my father was in and out of jail bc of his drinking and mom didnt wanna take care of her child. my father always made promises to me and never keep them. when i was 13 my grandfather molested me for a whole year of school till i fanlaly came out and told and now my grandfather is dieing of cancer throw out his whole body. i kinda feel bad cause his my grandfather but other then that i dont but my fathers side really into my life or really want anything to do with me. i feel like s*** everyday of my life cause my family isnt there like they should and all i ever do is get into bad relationships married man, man tell me that there single and not, man that have kids and to much baby mommy drama, man that like going to jail, man that want to use me, just have sex, man that want to control me and even beat on me. i know that i would like to change all this but i know that it is going to be hard to do. i belive that i go after man like this cause of all the males that have been in my life and what they have done to me. i m really not sure but i know that i would like to change but really dont know what to do. if theres anyone out there that could kinda help me out plz let me know thanks for reading this,.
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